I shall never write novels.
When I was a little boy, a priest confiscated the novel I was about to read. I now understand he did it for the completely wrong reasons. His idea was that various sexual references included in the book were a threat for the purity of my soul. He did not realize that familiarity with sex and romance is part of a good education and a precious stock of knowledge. The problem with novels is elsewhere.
There is nothing neutral about a literary genre. Each one conveys a specific view of things. The vision of the world you can find in a novel will never be the same than the one you get from a tragedy or from epics. They cannot be translated into one another other. A Shakespearian novel would be a total impossibility. Each society puts some genre above all others and for good reasons: our favourite literature reflects who we are. The novel is the democratic genre par excellence. No matter the author, the message is the same: do not worry about your low level of self-esteem, other people, particularly the ones with noble aspirations, grand ambitions or romantic hopes, can be much more miserable than you could possibly fear to be. The entire art of the novelist is to tell their story, torture them like an entomologist pinning an insect on a piece of cork, humiliate them in all imaginable manners, show their weaknesses and - above all – make sure not a drop of illusion does remain in their heart when we turn the last page.
Tragedy does exactly the opposite. Shakespeare always treats his monsters with utmost respect, and shows divine forces animating their dark projects. Lady Macbeth, Gloucester, even Shylock are never mocked. The grandeur of their crimes is what brings them onto the scene. They stand there with as much dignity as Juliet.
“Lost Illusions” could be the title of any good novel. “Journey to the end of Night” is an alternative. No wonder Louis-Ferdinand Celine, immense genius and abject man, is by far the best French novelist in the 20th century. His character was the person he despised most and knew best, i.e. himself. Debasing so much and so well one’s own double cannot be the act of a good man. But who told us after all that an artist should be a moral person?
If modern novels are a long exploration of the gutters of the mind, the spirit and of society, classical novels were already of the same vein. It all started with Cervantes depicting a brave man trying to restore the values of chivalry and exert the proud virtues of knighthood, as a grotesque example of the vanity of men. Mrs de Lafayette turned the loving Princess of Cleves into a harlot. Flaubert forbade mutual love or even intelligence to all his characters. For a while, however, American novels kept an epic tilt, while Russian authors were still breathing the sharp air of the steppes. Melville could not help being fascinated by Ahab’s folly. Dostoyevsky felt visible compassion for Raskholnikov’s. But when Jack London’s Martin Eden came, the game was finally over. Humiliation was to be from now on the only reward of extraordinary men.
I read novels. I must confess I do it with great pleasure when they help me discover aspects of the human heart I did not know existed or could not understand. I have generally little personal sympathy for the imaginary world novelists live in. All they can get is my admiration. This is not enough to want to be one of them.
No matter what my own preferences are, novels will remain one of the best expressions of our time.
This is how the world goes.